{"id":1539,"date":"2012-01-23T21:07:35","date_gmt":"2012-01-24T05:07:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shawnna.wordpress.com\/?p=1539"},"modified":"2012-03-11T03:18:14","modified_gmt":"2012-03-11T03:18:14","slug":"believe-what-they-tell-you-whether-by-word-or-deed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/?p=1539","title":{"rendered":"Believe what they tell you &#8211; whether by word or deed"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am finally learning to actually believe what I&#8217;m told.<\/p>\n<p>Whether it is by what someone says, or by how they treat me.<\/p>\n<p>It is very freeing to no longer pretend someone is my fantasy person, rather than who they really are.<\/p>\n<p>Caring for fantasy people is never healthy and always feels like this.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/shawnna.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/banghead.gif?ssl=1\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/shawnna.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/03\/banghead.gif?resize=25%2C20&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\" title=\"banghead\" width=\"25\" height=\"20\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-256\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am finally learning to actually believe what I&#8217;m told. Whether it is by what someone says, or by how they treat me. It is very freeing to no longer pretend someone is my fantasy person, rather than who they <span class=\"excerpt-dots\">&hellip;<\/span> <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/?p=1539\"><span class=\"more-msg\">Continue reading &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1539","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1539","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1539"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1539\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1914,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1539\/revisions\/1914"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1539"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1539"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1539"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}