{"id":1704,"date":"2007-09-03T09:53:33","date_gmt":"2007-09-03T17:53:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shawnna.wordpress.com\/2007\/09\/03\/authenticity-integrated-wisdom-and-the-internet\/"},"modified":"2007-09-03T09:53:33","modified_gmt":"2007-09-03T17:53:33","slug":"authenticity-integrated-wisdom-and-the-internet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/?p=1704","title":{"rendered":"Authenticity, integrated Wisdom and the internet"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Twice now this past year I&#8217;ve come to privately &#8216;know&#8217; people from the internet who have turned out to be quite different from how they portray themselves within the context of their public personas.  It&#8217;s been quite a roller coaster ride emotionally, to say the least.<\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" src=\"http:\/\/shawnna.files.wordpress.com\/2007\/09\/images.jpg?w=1080\" alt='images.jpg' \/><\/p>\n<p>For years I struggled with integrating my intellectual understanding of my own woundedness and the healing experienced only when I gave my entire being to God.  This internal struggle played itself out numerous times in failed relationships (&#8220;if I just loved enough, they would love me too&#8221; kind of thinking).<\/p>\n<p>Seems to me in reflecting on my own emotional and spiritual challenges that the internet is a perfect vessel for those in that phase of their emotional and spiritual development to portray themselves as who they intellectually know they want to be.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s my initial thought about it.  I&#8217;ll be reflecting quite a bit in the next few months as I process all of the Lessons related to these two experiences.<\/p>\n<p>And a special prayer for healing for these two unique Souls.<\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" src=\"http:\/\/shawnna.files.wordpress.com\/2007\/09\/healingheart2.jpg?w=1080\" alt='healingheart2.jpg' \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Twice now this past year I&#8217;ve come to privately &#8216;know&#8217; people from the internet who have turned out to be quite different from how they portray themselves within the context of their public personas. It&#8217;s been quite a roller coaster <span class=\"excerpt-dots\">&hellip;<\/span> <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/?p=1704\"><span class=\"more-msg\">Continue reading &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1704","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1704","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1704"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1704\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1704"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1704"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1704"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}