{"id":1757,"date":"2008-01-31T10:45:24","date_gmt":"2008-01-31T18:45:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shawnna.wordpress.com\/?p=457"},"modified":"2008-01-31T10:45:24","modified_gmt":"2008-01-31T18:45:24","slug":"my-sons-are-my-legacy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/?p=1757","title":{"rendered":"My sons are my legacy&#8230;&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So many are not aware of how they define themselves &#8211; it is quite surprising actually.<\/p>\n<p>Granted, we are a complex species. Hopefully with some quiet time reflecting, we can all identify what we are most proud of and how we want to be remembered. For me, I never wanted anything more than to be a companion to my soul mate and a mother. I have only found fulfillment at the latter to date. My career, my hobbies, everything I do is meaningless if it doesn&#8217;t support who I am first and foremost.<\/p>\n<p><strong>I am Matt and Ryan&#8217;s mother<\/strong>; both are wonderful, compassionate, sensitive and caring! Both are also very self-aware.<\/p>\n<p>They are my legacy.<\/p>\n<p>Matt is struggling right now with his own path &#8211; it is so hard to see your son struggle with inner demons you&#8217;ve struggled with yourself. I&#8217;ve learned that it is the struggle that matters most. How we face adversity reflects our character.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m proud of the man Matt is today &#8211; and confident that as he deepens his own self-awareness &#8211; he will bring so much Light to the world!<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/vudooyou.livejournal.com\/\">Matt&#8217;s Journal<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Ryan will too, but via his own separate and unique path.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So many are not aware of how they define themselves &#8211; it is quite surprising actually. Granted, we are a complex species. Hopefully with some quiet time reflecting, we can all identify what we are most proud of and how <span class=\"excerpt-dots\">&hellip;<\/span> <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/?p=1757\"><span class=\"more-msg\">Continue reading &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1757","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1757","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1757"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1757\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1757"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1757"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1757"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}