{"id":889,"date":"2009-12-31T17:33:55","date_gmt":"2010-01-01T01:33:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/shawnna.wordpress.com\/?p=889"},"modified":"2009-12-31T17:33:55","modified_gmt":"2010-01-01T01:33:55","slug":"synchronicity-of-life","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/?p=889","title":{"rendered":"Synchronicity of Life"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Matt left today&#8230;   again&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>After a very tension filled visit.   I have such a hard time letting go&#8230;..   and that is making it so hard for us both.   He did stage a really nice family pic that we were able to do while he was here.  I&#8217;ve uploaded it to the pics of interest page.<\/p>\n<p>Matt is very independent, opinionated, strong-willed and out spoken&#8230;.   hmmm&#8230;..   he actually told me the other night during one of our emotion-filled &#8216;discussions&#8217; that he was &#8220;holding up a mirror&#8221; to me.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s for sure&#8230;.  but so hard to realize at the time.  He&#8217;s absolutely right.<\/p>\n<p>Seems my Life Lessons for 2010 are quite clear.  Letting go and supporting him in a way that is mature and helpful, rather than overbearing and hurtful is my goal.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe I need to go back into counseling for a while?  It&#8217;s always been helpful in other major Life Lesson periods.<\/p>\n<p>Happy 2010 to everyone.  May this year be a year of blessings and growth for us all.<\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/shawnna.files.wordpress.com\/2009\/12\/christmascandlelights.jpg?resize=600%2C450\" alt=\"\" title=\"ChristmasCandlelights\" width=\"600\" height=\"450\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-891\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/shawnna.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/12\/christmascandlelights.jpg?w=800&amp;ssl=1 800w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/shawnna.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2009\/12\/christmascandlelights.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Matt left today&#8230; again&#8230;. After a very tension filled visit. I have such a hard time letting go&#8230;.. and that is making it so hard for us both. He did stage a really nice family pic that we were able <span class=\"excerpt-dots\">&hellip;<\/span> <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/?p=889\"><span class=\"more-msg\">Continue reading &rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-889","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/889","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=889"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/889\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=889"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=889"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/shawnna.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=889"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}