I find myself in an odd place. So much has happened in the last month. And I've never, ever believed in coincidence.<\/p>\n
I've experienced extraordinary connectedness, as well as witnessed astounding darkness.<\/p>\n
Not quite sure what to think and am confused by my feelings. To feel so drawn to someone – even though we've not met in person – is my reality right now.<\/p>\n
Is this another way to avoid true intimacy? Maybe, but it doesn't feel that way. We have shared extraordinarily personal thoughts and feelings – and that IS intimacy.<\/p>\n
I do know we were meant to meet – of that much I'm VERY sure. But why? Only time will tell.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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