So many are not aware of how they define themselves – it is quite surprising actually.

Granted, we are a complex species. Hopefully with some quiet time reflecting, we can all identify what we are most proud of and how we want to be remembered. For me, I never wanted anything more than to be a companion to my soul mate and a mother. I have only found fulfillment at the latter to date. My career, my hobbies, everything I do is meaningless if it doesn’t support who I am first and foremost.

I am Matt and Ryan’s mother; both are wonderful, compassionate, sensitive and caring! Both are also very self-aware.

They are my legacy.

Matt is struggling right now with his own path – it is so hard to see your son struggle with inner demons you’ve struggled with yourself. I’ve learned that it is the struggle that matters most. How we face adversity reflects our character.

I’m proud of the man Matt is today – and confident that as he deepens his own self-awareness – he will bring so much Light to the world!

Matt’s Journal

Ryan will too, but via his own separate and unique path.