Monday – the first day back at the office after learning about the sale of my programs to Molina. Me with the “internal consultant” handling things – confirmed that I'm going to be in charge of the “termination workplan”. Geeze………

We also have the state site visit scheduled for May 4th – doubt the state will allow us to cancel – even with the sale of the programs because it is technically a contract compliance review from last year.

Don't know how I can handle both. Makes me sick to my stomach thinking about.

Tried to call the “head hunter” today – we exchanged voice messages – again.

I found out through Google via his phone number what firm he's representing so I went to their website and started a “digital resume”. Doing that made me even sicker to my stomach.

There's gotta be an easier way…….

I HATE LENT.