Why?
I'm so exhausted. I just don't understand why this black cloud over my head won't leave – Lent is OVER already.
Here's a high level summary of the bs I've been dealing with for the last couple of months:
1. People I've trusted have shown themselves to be less than honorable and trustworthy. For someone like me who always trusts people first, this is devastating.
2. The BMW was in an accident and is NOT fixed yet.
3. The Jetta was in an accident and the $ amount to fix the car it hit (Miles' car) is more than I can afford to pay out of pocket so another auto claim is filed that we are at fault for.
4. Ryan had a seizure and landed head first on cement. Cat scan, x-rays and 8 stitches later and I don't know if he learned a lesson or not.
5. I've slept a grand total of 7 hours in the last 48 hours – and I get very cranky when I'm this tired.
6. Ryan's very expensive computer is STILL not fixed. After a new mother board and power supply and two bozos supplied by the company (bought extended warranty) – we are finally being asked to send the whole damn thing BACK to Alienware for repair. I HATE COMPUTER PROBLEMS AND PC'S ARE NOTHING BUT PROBLEMS.
7. Today when I went to the pharmacy to get Ryan's medication, a young man in a 1972 VW bug hit me when I was on the way home. The mercedes is one tough car BUT I'm afraid that because parts are so hard to find and when found, are so expensive, his insurance company may very well total the car.
NOTE – All 3 of my cars have now been involved in an accident in the last month.
yikes….. I don't think I'll attempt anything that involves a physical risk with luck like I've been having.